one thing i can do nothing about

another quiz thing

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 02:08:47 GMT

THE BASICS:

Full Name: Chelsea Ann Burke
Location: Marlton, New Jersey
School Mascot/Colors: Chief? Brown and Orange
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Shoe Size: 7 1/2, 8
Height: 5'4
Pets: 2 dogs, 2 cats
Siblings: 3 brothers
Eye color: light brown
Hair color: brown-ish
Grade: 10th
Hobbies: Music, Writing, Drawing, Reading, Running
Nicknames: don't really have fun
What languages do you speak?: english and spanish(hahaha)
Do you play sports?: Yea - field hockey and Lacrosse
Where were you born?: Virginia
Are you a night or a morning person?: morning
Are you ticklish?: uh huh

:Getting Personal:

What do you want to be when you grow up?: Cosmetologist
What was the worst day of your life?: April 27th 2002
What has been the best day of your life?: Hard to say
What comes first in your life?: Myself
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: boyfriend
What are you most scared of?: People leaving
What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: What happened that day, Jon, I listen to the radio at night so I'm usually singing along.

:Favorites:

Store: Pacsun
Relative: madre
Sport: field hockey
Vacation Spot: BEACH
Ice Cream Flavor: peanut butter ripple
Fruit: apple
Candy: milky way
Car: Jeep Wrangler
Class: Spanish
Holiday: Halloween
Day of the Week: Thursday
Color: Green
Magazine: Cosmo?
Name for a Girl: Veda
Name for a Boy: Matthew (Toby, ha)

:In the Past 24 Hours have You:

Had a serious talk?: yes
Hugged someone?: no
Fought with a friend?: no
Cried?: no
Laughed?: yes
Made someone laugh?: yes
Bought something?: my mom did for me
Cut your hair?: no
Felt stupid?: yes
Talked to someone you love?: yes
Missed someone?: just a little bit

:Have you Ever:

Done drugs?: no
Eaten an entire box of oreos?: I don't like oreos, sorry.
Been dumped?: yea
Had someone be unfaithful to you?: no
Watched Punky Brewster?: nope
Hiked a mountain?: Yea in Ohio
Stayed home on Saturday night, just because?: of course
Been in love?: yea
Seen the White house?: not in person
Seen the Eiffel tower?: yes
Tried smoking?: never have never ever will
Drank alcohol?: no
Smoked marijuana?: no
Played monopoly?: yea
Seen Titanic?: yes
Kissed someone?: yes
Lost your virginity?: bahh
Jumped on a trampoline?: yes i have one
Visited another country?: nope
Colored in a coloring book (and had fun?): yes
Had a bubble bath?: all the time, just got out of one.
Been on a plane?: yes
Been on a boat?: yes
Been on a train?: yes
Been in a car accident?: yes
Ridden an elephant?: yes
Made a web page?: yes
Played with Barbies?: of course, still do. No, I'm kidding. No, actually I'm not. Yes I am.
Stayed up all night?: yes
Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean?: no I shove it in my closet
Broken a bone?: yes
Called a psychic or sex hotline?: yea at Brittany Manna's bday party
Watched Jerry Springer?: uh huh
Gotten in trouble for talking in class?: I don't talk in school
Been afraid of the dark?: no I like the dark
Been in the hospital (not visiting)?: no
Had stitches?: yea twice
Dumped someone and regretted it?: uh huh
Went out with more than one person at a time?: no
Lied?: yes
Been arrested?: no
Fallen asleep in class?: no
Used food for something other than to eat?: yea
Met a celebrity?: no
Broken the law?: maybe?
Ever loved someone so much it made you cry?: no
Hated yourself?: oh course
Been brokenhearted?: of course
Broken someone's heart?: i think so.

:Do You:

Like to give hugs?: no
Like to walk in the rain?: yea and play too.
Sleep with or without clothes on?: with
Prefer black or blue pens?: blue
Dress up on Halloween?: yes
Like to travel?: yes
Like someone?: yes
Do they know?: uh huh
Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: side and tummy
Want to marry?: undecided yet
Have a goldfish?: no
Ever have the falling dream?: ahh yes
Have stuffed animals?: 3 on my bed
Go on vacation?: yea

:This or That:

Pierced nose or tongue?: tongue
Be serious or funny?: funny
Single or taken?: taken
Simple or Complicated?: complicated
Law or anarchy?: anarchy
MTV or VH1?: MTV
7th Haven or Dawson's Creek?: 7th heaven
Sugar or salt?: salt
Silver or gold?: silver
Tongue or belly button ring?: tongue
Chocolate or flowers?: flowers
Angels or miracles?: miracles
Color or Black-and-white?: black and white
Sunrise or sunset?: sunset
M&M's or Skittles?: skittles
Rap or Rock?: rock
Stay up late or sleep in?: stay up late
TV or radio?: radio
Hot or cold?: cold
Tall members of the opposite sex or short?: tall
Sun or moon?: sun
Diamond or Ruby?: diamond
Left or Right?: left
10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 1 best friend.
Vanilla or chocolate? vanilla
Cat or dog?: cat
Half empty or Half full?: neither, I just say my ice cubes got stolen.
Mustard or ketchup?: mustard
Newspaper or Magazine? magazine
Spring or fall?: spring
Give or receive?: give
Rain or snow?: rain
Lace or satin?: lace
A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship?: life time of friendship
Happy or sad?: happy
Corduroy or plaid?: plaid
Wonder or amazement?: wonder
Sneakers or sandals?: sneakers
McDonalds or Burger King?: McDonalds
Blondes or Brunettes?: brunettes
Mexican or Italian food?: MEXICAN
Lights on or off?: off
Duct tape or scotch tape?: scotch tape
Candy or soda?: soda
A house in the woods or the city?: woods
Pepsi or Coke?: pepsi
Nike or ADIDAS?: nike
How many bathrooms are in your house?: 2
How many TV's are in your house?: 3
How many phones are in your house?: 3
How many tables are in your cafeteria?: I don't know.
How many beds are in your house?: three
How many couches are in your house?: none we have a day bed.
What are you thinking about right now?: How I want to call Jon, but I can't cause I don't want to be a stalker.
What do you like better, lap tops or computers?: computers
Spaghetti or Ziti?: spaghetti
Paintings or photos?: paintings
Stripes or solids?: stripes
Basements or attics?: attic
Do you like crushes because of their looks or personality?: personnality definitley

:Would you ever?:

Kiss a member of the same sex?: uhm
What if you had to?: You couldn't make me do anything
Make out with an animal?: hell no
Lick a stranger's arm you see on the street?: no he might have a disease
Pet someone on the street?: why not
Bungee jump?: yes
Sky dive?: doing it the day I turn 18
Pee into a cup and save it?: ew no
Drink sewer water?: no
How about for $1,000,000 ?: no money is queer

:Have you ever?:

Stripped?: no
Screamed for the sheer fun of screaming?: yea
Thrown up on: on a what?
Eaten a pair of socks?: no

well i'm fucking screaming at you.

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:57:59 GMT

Hmm, let's see. I just got back from Melissa's. Well no, an hour ago I did. I ate some blueberry pie before I got online. Yum. But Melissa's was fun. We had practice first and that was kind of dumb again, but we ran afterwards and that was good. I love running. We did stairs, ahh I love 'em. Then Melis and I went back to her house in the pool, and I ate all her onion dip. Ha. I've worked like, 5 days in a row, saw Jon in between and kind of got myself fired (only word I can think of for it cause I didn't quit) from Vertical Reality. Jack is a jack ass. HA. Just spent the weekend at my Dads casa and wow, he's a prick. And their new little baby is one ugly creature. Ugh I hate them. I finally have a day off tomorrow and I am going to sleep in, and then sit around all day. No actually I want to go run errands but I DON'T HAVE A CAR!!! I wish I could drive. I need paint, and to deposit my paychecks and I kind of want to go shopping; get my shoes and get my ear pierced. And Thursday I have another day off, so Melissa and I are going to go to the Kings Grant pool and swim and then go to practice. I'm excited. That's pretty much it. Haha this made my day - Me and Becky were listening to the radio and "I'm a Believer" by smash mouth came on and she did this little dance and went "OY" and it was great. You may not find it funny, but I thought it was friggen hil-ar-i-ous. And a mexican asked me if I had a boyfriend, I said yes and ran away. HAHAHA. Ahh I love my job!

"Love= a big headline and a dull story"

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 23:02:44 GMT

I'M PEELING! I feel like a friggin orange man, it's so not cool. Had hockey "practice" Tuesday. It was beat. Like, 12 freshman, me Melissa Tina and then 6 seniors/juniors. And it was only an hour. URGHH. I was so dissapointed. Oh well. Then after that slept over Steph's with Jen. Fun. Wednesday I got my haircut, but it is too short. And I'm mad. Also hung out with Jon. =D Today I had work, which was boring because all the roads to Conte's are under water and no people wanted to come to a farm. I was supposed to go play hockey again tonight, but I couldn't get a hold of Melissa. =/ This kid Scott at work wants me and Jon to go off-roading with him Saturday. Hmm. Nothing else to write... later

in every corner..

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 14:52:56 GMT

I'm writing again. I have nothing else to do right now. Life is good, when I'm not worrying about everything else going on. Which happens to be a constant. but hey, I'll get over it. It doesn't feel like summer. I can't decide whether it's going too fast or too slow. I work all the time at Conte's, and that's cool I guess. I don't have to worry about all the "feeling left out cause I wasn't invited" crap. And field hockey is starting which I'm so glad about. I can't wait to hang out with girls who don't care for once. I hang out with Jon all the time too, which is cool. And I don't care that I do it's not a bad thing to me and it's not a stupid mistake. Sorry. But what else is going on with me? I've had a lot of time to think this summer, about me and what I want. Who I am and what I don't want to be. I feel so different about everything since I met Jon. And no, it's not a bad thing. I'm glad. I needed something to wake me up. Speaking of sleep/waking up, I think I'm nocturnal. I don't sleep anymore. At least I can't when I'm in this fucking house. oh boy. And I'm sunburnt. Extremely sunburnt. And it hurts. Like a bitch. I was supposed to have work today at 8. But all the roads to Conte's are flooded and now I'm left with nothing to do but sit around and think. Hmm. I'm going to the Finch concert 8/1. I'm so FUCKING excited. I love them with such a passion. And then 2 days later is the project revolution tour(<3). Oh I can't wait. I need to go cd shopping. But I have no money. Target here I come. There's like 5-7 cds that I want. I spend money on the worst things. =/ Oh well. Me and Jon went to the Y100 WE BRING THE ROCK TO YOU concert last Thursday with Sugarcult and Phantom Planet. Oh man, they were great. Not the best singers live, but they were great. He looked at me. I swear Jon, he really did. =) I'm getting green etnies. Premieres. Oh I can't wait.

superb

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 02:16:14 GMT

I'm screwing up, and it sucks.

...cant you just forget it

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 20:08:12 GMT

Well Conte's is interesting. Not bad though. The people are a little out there but what can you do. Worked again today - just got home. Ha. I make $5.15 an hour. I love it. So last night I hung out with Jonathon Sullivan Wojciecowski(SP) which was fun. We went climbing which I am just amazing at and then we got food and had an immature moment at Laurel Acres and rolled down the hill. Haha. Then we headed over to the lake and talked for like 2 hours. Very "informative". And that was that. My mom is being a bitch and she's gay so I'm not talking to her or my faggot brother because they have 10 foot poles shoved up their asses. I'm in such a bad mood because of them and I hate it. I want to run away and live in the building across from VR with the hobo. I should do it. I need to get ready for Jen's casa. Later -

i'm as smooth as the skin that rolls across the small of your back

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 14:01:38 GMT

It's early. I'm bored. Why not update?

Let's see, Thursday I hung out with myself and painted benches and planted flowers for my dad. oh and I also watched the baby. I'm such a helpful daughter. NO. Then there was camp. That went by slow. Me and this girl Violetta were going for a ground ball and she tripped over my stick, I tripped over her and now I have a huge bruise on my hip, and 2 big ones on my arm. I look like I got beat up or something. So then yesterday Jon came over, and we just kinda layed on the couch and watched all the trashy talk shows. Then he destroyed my room. I love hanging out with him. =) He left at 2, and my dad came and got me to get working papers cause Conte's finally called back at the wrong time so I have work there today at 11. I have no idea till when. I hope I don't get bombarded by hicks. Ahh, that'd be so uncool. But back to Friday. I had work at 5, and well that was work. Then me and Jon were going to climb, but HE DIDN'T WANT TO, so we went to the movies but there was nothing at the time so we went back to VR and over to this abandoned building and got these money jug things, which I left in his car. There was a hobo in there which Jon was spazzing about, and when we walked out I whacked him with the jug in his balls (by accident) which he also spazzed about. But he had reason to. I felt bad, no I didn't. Haha. So we went into VR and jumped on the trampoline/foam pit for awhile. Then we went and hung out in dance floor part(?) and we'll just leave it at that. ;)

15 more minutes and I'll be going to Contes. Woohoo. no.

don't hold your breath cause you only make things worse

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 00:54:42 GMT

This week hasn't been that bad. Haven't done that much during the day cause of camp but it's all good. Uh, let's see. Tuesday I forget what I did. Wow that's not cool. Ahh what did I do? Ohh yea, I went over Jons house. That was cool. Then I had camp..I won the most improved (in one day) award. I got a blue tie-dye ball. You should be proud of me. Then it started raining so we got out early so I chilled with the madre. Fun Fun. Today was her birthday, so I went over Jon's and we baked her an awesome little cake that actually didn't taste too bad based on how it looked. But after Jon left I decorated the house a little. She was happy. Then there was camp. Her Sport was there, so I got a tshirt and a key chain thing. We got our camp tshirts too. Now I'm home, and the Jack-inator just called, working Friday 5-8. Everything I've done this week has been from 5 to 8. It's kind of amusing. Now I don't know what to do. I do need a shower though, I'm quite smelly...

Who's so phoney and always surrounded?
Stop you're screaming - no one can hear
All the scars on your skin: "Post no bills"

Who you were
Was so beautiful
Remember who
Who you were

Hide from the mirror - the cracks and the memories
hide from your family - they won't know you now
For all the holes in our soul host no thrills

bwahahaha i found another one

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 02:08:09 GMT

INFO
FIRST NAME: Chelsea
SIBLINGS: Brenden, Ryan, Joey
HEIGHT: 5'4?
WEIGHT: ha
EYE COLOR: brown
SHOE SIZE: 7/8

FAVORITES
COLOR: green and yellow and red
FOOD: pickles
BRAND NAME: roxy
ANIMAL: pig
SPORT: field hockey
COMPUTER GAME: the sims
CANDY BAR: milky way
DRINK (NON ALCHOLIC): water
ALCHOLIC DRINK: corona light
THING TO DO IN THE SUMMER: BEACH
BAND: blink182
TYPE OF MUSIC: i dont know what youd call it..rock though

PERSONAL
DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: yea
ARE YOU IN LOVE: hmm
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE: um yea
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED: a while ago
WAS IT OVER THE OPPOSITE SEX: yea
HAVE YOU EVER CRIED OVER THE OPPOSITE SEX: yah
HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE THAT YOU HAD NO CHANCE WITH: dont think so
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DUMPED: uh huh
DID YOU EVER DUMP SOMEONE: yup

FILL IN WITH AN Y IF YES AND AN N IF NO

HAVE YOU EVER...
(n(JEN)) SMOKED POT
(y) DRANK BEER/LIQUOR
(n) BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.
(y) CHEATED ON A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND
(n) KISSED SOMEONE YOU JUST MET
(n) BEEN TO WARPED TOUR BR>

CHOOSING
BEER OR LIQUOR: beer
BLUNT OR PIPE: blunt
COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi
SODA OR JUICE: juice
MEAT OR VEGGIES: veggies
CAT OR DOG: cat
BROTHER OR SISTER: brother
SINGLE OR GF/BF: depends
RAP OR ROCK: rock
MTV OR VH1: VH1

I feel like I did this one before, so if I did oh well. Read it again.

ive got it figured out and then you go and change it

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 16:28:17 GMT

My trip to Virginia was interesting. It wasn't that bad being by myself with the padre. The first hours of the trip he yelled at me for being Chelsea, which was gay. Then after that it was okay. We got in around 12:30 which was extremely too early and we didn't have anything to do. So we got Taco Bell =) and decided to go golfing. But before that we took a trip down Memory Lane and saw where my dad used to live in Colonial Heights. The place is like Camden, only southern, so I was like to my dad this place looks really shady and he goes "Chels, the sun's out..there isn't any shade." HAHAHAHAHAHA. I thought it was funny. Then we road in the car for 3 hours going from golf course to golf course cause they were all closed. It was beat. So we came back to the hotel. Saturday was the wedding. And wow, my family is a bunch of hicks. Kind of embarrassing. I think only a handful of them hand a full set of teeth. Hmm. And everyone is FAT. Now I know where I get it from. Seriously, No ONE isn't overweight. Kinda sad. I also learned that my family likes to sleep around. 4 of my cousins have the same mom and 4 different dads. How nice. So Sunday we came home. Left at 7:45 - didn't get home till 4. I got sunburnt from the car. Not cool.

Sunday night I slept over Jennifer's. That was fun. Kel and Steph came. We went swimming in her pool, and walked to Wal Mart and Burger King and yea. We were cool. I could say a lot more about it but I'm not. We had a good time though. Then during the day I saw Jon for a little and then had Lacrosse camp from 5 to 8 with Kelly Clyde. It was good. Everyone at Lenape is insanely good so they can use their left hand like it's their dominant hand and ha. I can't. I like it though. I have that all week till Thursday. My dad cut my stick for me this morning so hopefully it helps me out a tad.

If it's not keeping you up nights
Then what’s the point

I'm in your room
Is this turning you on, Am I turning you on?

I'm on the corner of your bed,
I'm thinkin maybe
Are you turned on, Are you turned on?

So now I am waiting for Jon to be done working so we can hang out. Fun fun. Alrighty that's it.

I'm bored and I felt like it

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 01:32:05 GMT

What color is your bedspread/sheets? yellow, white
What color is your rug? beige maybe?
Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? nfg, blink182, the used, afi and sum41 posters, stickers, and my art
Do you have a TV? yea
Do you have a phone? yea
Do you have your own computer? yep
What are your most favorite things in your roommy? my closet
Do you have any fancy lights in your room? no
// GETTING READY //

What is the first thing you do when you wake up? brush my teeth
Anything unusual? i don't think brushing my teeth is unusual
Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? no
Do you try your best to look cute for school? not really
//OTHER//

Do you take walks around your neighborhood? when i walk my dog
Do you collect anything? cds
What do you do in your spare time? listen to music, draw
Are you in love, or at least falling? falling

// WHICH ONE? //

Basketball/Football: football
Day/Night: night
Brad Pitt/Ben Affleck: Brad
1 Pillow/2 pillows: 2
Abercrombie/A.E.: ae
Dog/Cat: cat
Florida/Hawaii:florida
Candy/Flowers: flowers
Bacon bits/Croutons: croutons
Necklace/Bracelet: necklace
Vanilla/Chocolate: vanilla
Kisses/Hugs: kisses
Ice Cream/Yogurt: yogurt
Pepsi/Coke: pepsi
Short Hair/Long Hair: long
Cookies/Brownies: brownies

// DO YOU... //

Have braces: no
Have freckles: a few
Like cookies: yes
Sleep with a stuffed animal: sometimes
Sing in the shower: yup
Carry a wallet: no
Currently have a crush: if boyfriends are considered crushes sure
Have a cell phone: yea
Wear jewelry: yup
Like to drink water: yes
Rather drive a dirt bike or car? car
Have a best friend: no

// HAVE YOU... //

Gotten in a car accident: no
Broken any bones: yea
Gotten drunk: no
Cheated on a test: uh huh
Beat up anybody: no
Gotten beat up: no
Done drugs: no
Gone to summer camp: once
// LAST... //

Last car ride: to the big chill
Last cuss word uttered: fuck head
Last beverage drank: water
Last food eaten: water ice
Last crush: hmm
Last phone call: my dad
Last tv show watched: will and grace
Last time showered: a couple of hours ago
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last cd played: taking back sunday, tell all your friends
Last item bought: water ice
Last soda drank: pepsi
Last sleep: last night
Last IM: armand
Last ice cream eaten: cake batter
Last time amused: jens pool this afternoon
Last time in love: in love 5 months ago, but getting there again
Last time hugged: i havent been hugged in forever
Last underwear worn: red ones
Last shirt worn: striped billabong thing
Last pants worn: shorts
Last belt worn: white studded
Jewelry worn daily: my watch, this clear band thing, 3 rings and occasionally a hemp necklace
Last poster looked at: the used

// IN THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU... //

Cried: no
Bought something: yea
Gotten sick: no
Sang: yes
Eaten: yes
Been kissed: no
Felt stupid: yea
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn`t: hmm
Moved on: no
Talked to an ex: yea
Missed an ex: no
Talked to someone you've got a crush on: yes

// PERSONAL //

Ever liked someone you had no chance with: i dont think i have
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: dont think so
Ever been cheated on: no
Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
Do you want to get married: eventually
Do you want to have kids: sure
Are you happy with who you are: ehh
Are you happy with your life: not at the moment, but getting there

i was extremely bored. These things are actually pretty amusing though. I want to do another one, cause that's the kind of life I have. =)

so small it seemed impossible

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 15:36:08 GMT

these things always get me in trouble somehow. i figured id just delete the last entry even though it wasnt directed at anyone i talk to. whatever. today is going to be gay, im glad im going away for the weekend.

yea everything is all good now. Just a misunderstanding I guess. Yesterday I played in the rain with Jon and went to Brenden's graduation. It was a pretty good day. Today I went over to Jen's and swam in her pool with a bunch of little kids. And the one girl kept cursing which caused a big bruhaha. But it was fun. Now I'm left with nothing to do; I want to see Jon tonight, but he has a life and he's busy. =( I don't want to sleep at my dad's tonight. Oh boy. Alright I'm out.

You fall in love
And they fall out.
Love is a bitch.
Rufio -- i like those lyrics, even though they don't really pertain(is that how you spell it?) to me right now.

goodbye to you, you're taking up my time

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 15:23:48 GMT

Last night I wrote an extremely long entry, but because of the thunderstorm, the power went out; the computer shut down; and I lost it. Wow, I was going to shoot myself.

The first day of summer, oh my goodness, wasn't too wonderful. I had to get up too early to babysit for these people who don't need me to babysit..I got $45 though so it all worked out in the end. ;) That got done around 2:45. And I left my cell phone at Steph's, which kind of screwed me over with my plans for the day. Jon and I kept playing 'phone tag' and just planned on doing something today. But he hasn't called yet and Brenden's graduation is tonight so I think we might end up postponing hanging out again. =/ So because I had no plans, I went running, did whatever then headed over to my dads for dinner with my Aunt Margaret from Wheeling, West Virginia who everytime I said one word about something got in my face and was like "WHAAAAAT?" Oh boy. I forgot keys to my house so I was locked out and had to hang out over at my dads till 8ish. Then my madre picked me up and we rented movies: Monster and Sylvia. Monster was pretty much about two lesbians, one is a hooker who kills her "hooks" and the other one rats her out for it. Yea. I didn't watch Sylvia yet. But I'm obsessed with Sylvia Plath and The Bell Jar and the whole lot of it, so I'm sure I'll like it. And no, that doesn't make me a depressed physco on the verge of killing herself.

Hmm, I leave for Virginia Friday morning. Come back Sunday. I think my dad and I are playing 9 holes up/down(?) there Friday night. I'm excited. Only me and him are going, don't know if spending 3 days with just my padre is a good thing or a bad thing yet. We'll see. It's so humid out and I can't go outside. I'm so bored. I read my entire book this morning.

Haha this is random, but it made me laugh. I took Lucy for a long walk today, well I took her running. And I guess it totally wiped her out cause out of knowhere she just plopped on the ground and wouldn't get up. Then she saw another dog walking and she got right up and followed it. Well I thought it was funny. Okay I'm going to go find something else to do.

tell me i look like...

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 03:41:06 GMT

At this very moment I am over Steph's house. She is downstairs, unaware at the fact that me and Jen snuck up the other stairs into her room. Sneaky ones we are. Mwhahaha. Right.

Today was the last day of school, obviously. It wasn't that bad. Everyone thought Jon was cute, which he is. But it made me smile how everyone else thinks so too. =) Yea and Ruby enjoyed her cake. I told this kid Greg that I dropped eggshells in the batter and he like, didn't eat it even though I was being my sarcastic self. I laughed. Ms. Schienberg was proud of me and Melissa's party planning skills, she said so herself. I was proud that she was proud..? Yea. So then I come home, looking forward to relaxing a bit before I had to babysit, when Phyll calls and says I have to get there at 12:30 and stay till 7. WHAT THE FUCK. I didn't though. I left at 4:45. And Jen keeps taking pictures and she needs to STOP. Anyway, so we're having fun man. I have to leave early -9:15 to go babysit again. Bahh. Then I don't know what I'm doing the rest of the day. I want to do something though..well I'm out like a ...jen won't fill in the blank for me. Fuck head. =D

you're cool, but I'm cooler

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 21:17:52 GMT

I've already "updated" today, but I felt a compelling need to do it again. Partly because I have no life, and Jon was just online, and right when I came back from my away state, he signed off and left me back to boredom. Oh joy. But anyway, I've decided I want to change my layout again, which I'll probably make Jen do it tonight. But I don't know what I want. I've grown out of this fly stage. I want a music-oriented LiveJournal. Jon got our pictures developed, we look marvelous. Not. Well he does, I, however, only have one good picture. I'm way too strange for that boy. Hmm. I need to get a Taking Back Sunday cd. I'm really in the mood to listen to them. =/ Ahhhh. I'm so bored. I was thinking today, and I just realized how weird people are. Especially me. Humans have the strangest customs.

"Life is full of barbaric customs..I just hope they all end with a kiss like that."
-My Girl 2.

Oh, you liked that one didn't you? I wish I had abs. Goodness, I'd show them off everyday. But sit-ups hurt my back cause I don't know how to do them right. I need a sit-up coach or something. hmm, I should look into that. There's a little boy outside riding his bike around and around and around in circles in the same spot. Kind of annoying. Guacamole and lime Doritos are really good. Jen needs to come over soon, or I think I'm going to go crazy.

"I don't know about you, Chelsea." --I wonder what that means

Don't follow your heart cause it just seems to get in your way.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 17:59:59 GMT

Just got back from Melissa's. We baked Ruby her cake, and made the shadow box. Overall it all came out good. Melissa dropped the knife in the cake when we were cleaningup, haha so it's a little deformed. But I think it looks pretty tasty. We ate a half a tub of icing each. I feel sick now. Hmm. Today is so blah. I don't know what to do. I want to take a nap though, I probably will.

Yesterday was pretty boring. Got in a fist fight with Brenden and that was gay. So I just left the house for 3 hours and ran/used Brenden's bench at my dads. Then I had work at 5. One of the girls at the party said I was pretty. Haha, I felt special. Then we all went over to the cheerleading and gym and played around. It was fun. Jon drove me home, and because he's just such a nice guy, we went and stopped over at Demasi so Sickles, Katie, Amanda and Tara could meet Jon. I don't think he liked that too much..haha. So we left asap and attempted to go driving at Indian Springs, but they were closed, so we headed over to the Promenade and walked around and took pictures and stuff. Then around 10 we went back to Kings Grant and sat on the lake and watched all the Single's party people make out. Haha, it was fun. I always have fun with that boy. =)

Jennifer is supposed to sleep over tonight, don't know what time she's coming over though. I'm so fucking glad summer starts in one day. It's going to be one rad summer. Hopefully it's the start of a good year too. Ugh I have to babysit tomorrow 1 to 5. So gay. Then I think I'm sleeping over Steph's with Jen and Kel. That should be fun. And then Tuesday I think I'm going to South Street with Keith and Jen. (Jon you're more than welcome to come) Hmm, I think that's it.

our 6 second tans are UV free

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 15:29:30 GMT

o2 forever x (11:16:36 AM): we're going to have an amazing summer together chelsea ann
..yes indeed we are jennifer aubri. Hmm, I can't wait. One more fucking day.

Anyway. Last day of finals we're fine. English was so easy, and Earth Science; ehh. Oh well though. Yesterday went to Philly with Jon. It was fun. Walked up 4th street, then went to South Street and I got The Used poster. =) It rained which was kind of gay, and then when we were done, we got a little lost and went to Chili's for dinner. Came back to my house, took Lucy out, went to Jon's house and I saw his house for the first time. Then we went and saw Harry Potter. It was a good night. And today I don't know what am I doing.

shoot your gun, baby i come undone

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 00:02:45 GMT

Today was a good day. Last night Lucy came home. =D, and then at school I only had one exam; Art. And I would hardly call that an exam.

Then Jen came over at like 12:30, and stayed till like 7. We ordered a pizza but it took like 12 hours to get her because they were "40 minutes behind". And then it cost like $15. Pretty ridiculous. So we ate, Jen like raped my dog, and redid my livejournal just a tad. My icon makes me laugh. Then we took a walk down to CVS, bought a camera for me and Jon tomorrow and then came home. It was so fucking hot man. Wow, we died. my mom came home and took us to Cold Stone, so now me and her aren't eating till like, Monday? Haha.

Yea, so I should be studying vocab. I found out today that I have to get a low A to even get an 80.4% as my final grade in english. Ms. DeClementi sucks the big one. If I had a different teacher it'd be so much easier. oh well though - I know everything but the vocab.

Jack called-- I have to work 5-8 Saturday which is gay and something I really wish not to do. Oh boy. And then there's Jamies party. Hmm. I'd be late to that one.

Well I think I am off to study.. later

Oh yea, I love how those 2 comments from you totally ruined Jon's comment. Really blew it out of the water there.

slow it down, slow it down.

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 16:47:31 GMT

It's Jen.

I'm updating for Chelsea. Don't like it? Don't read it, biatch.

I decided to hangout with Chelsea today. Why? I have NO idea. She's a big loser. But it's okay, so am I.

We ordered pizza. Wanna know why? Cause we wanted to.

Chelsea listens to eight minutes of NOTHiNG just to hear the end of The Used cd. Wow, she is so my idol.

Okay I'm done. Suck my wang. <33 Laterrr.

i'm a hopeless romantic, you're just hopeless

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 23:37:04 GMT

should be studying, but am I? No. Oh well. Well the Blink182 concert starts in one minute. God I wish I was there. I complained to John at work like all day. I gave Brenden like $40 to buy me stuff. So anyway, I was bored and felt the need to update, though their isn't much to update on. I get Lucy on Wednesday, and I think I'm going to see her tomorrow with Jon. Should be fun. At work today, there was a girl in a party who was crosseyed. Wow it was the funniest thing in the world. You would think her parents would get her glasses, she was 10! Hahaha, well I kept wanting to laugh but I didn't want to be mean. I got no tips at all this weekend either. And it sucked. Oh well though. I want some cake. I should bake one. I think I just may.

la familia esta mi casa (i think thats right)

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 22:05:53 GMT

The family is over and I'm bored, so I felt like updating. Friday, yesterday, was gay till 3. Nothing really happened at school, I did get 3 extra credit points in science. I was so proud. Then I forgot keys to the house so I had to go to my dads and get keys. And then after all that, I found out that there were keys under the mat the whole time. Ha. Then I packed for el padre's houseand my mom took me over to Moorestown mall so I could exchange my pants. I had work at 5 and that was annoying. But Jon was there so it was all good. We went bowling afterwards. Saw Dena and her little gang. I bowled a 101 the first game, then a 55 the second game. HAHAHAHAHA. Yea, I was proud. Yea and Jon was like Mr. Bowler on the bowling team with his shoes and his ball, which he named Sexual Chocolate. How nice. Haha, so then it was time to go, and he asked me out (=D) and so yea. It was wonderful. Then today I got up around 7ish and went running, then had work at 9:30 which was gay. Jack got on my nerves a lot. It wasn't cool. Jon was there again though. Made me laugh how he left when I left. Yea so now people are over celebrating Brenden's confirmation. Kind of gay. And then I have to babysit at 7:45; maybe I'll study for Earth Science. I'm so going to fail. Wow I can actually scroll down in this entry, it's exciting. Longest I've wrote in awhile.

take my photo off the wall..

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 00:29:02 GMT

Just got back from the Lacrosse Banquet. It was okay. I really don't like Ms. Jessen. But anyway, went shopping last night and got clothes finally. And I saw my dog. Did my presentation in science today, I thought we did well. Then Jon came over, we attempted to run. ha. He helped me with the algebra packet, I'm going to do so bad on the Algebra and Earth Science finals. oh man. And I work every day this weekend, Fri 5-8, Sat 9:30-3:30, Sun 2-6:30. I need the money though so I don't really care. Hmm, the concert is on Sunday. And we all know how that goes.
(I really, REALLY hate you.)
My dad is being such a prick lately too. Cause god forbid I'm an hour late for a family party at our house cause I have work. God I am so stressed out right now. It really sucks. ugh I need a shower.

they said it was for the black man, they said it was for the mexican but not for the white man.

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 18:51:13 GMT

I got the Sublime cd..I was excited. Yesterday was good. Went to the mall with Jon. Didn't buy anything because I'm going shopping for real tomorrow. Then that got old so went and saw Van Helsing. ehh it was okay. I got "grounded" because I got home at 6. K, mom. And then I had nothing to do so I went to bed at like 7. How cool am I. Today was okay. I got like 5 different exam packets. And then tomorrow Ruby and Melissa are coming over and we're finishing the project. Sounds like fun. hmm, I never write anything.

cause the song won't stop til the tape runs out

Sun, 30 May 2004 18:27:20 GMT

well..last night was great. I went to dinner at Don Pablo's with Jon, then we went over to the mall, then to Pine Canyon, then we went to Cold Stone. Some girl was singing over at Perkfection. Wow, couldn't sing for her life. It was fun though, I really really like him. It's kind of cute. Then today he came over and we ran around Kings Grant. And now I just got back from the Animal Welfare Center and saw my dog, Lucy. I think we get to take her home next week. So now I'm bored and I don't know if we're still going to Steph's. Yea.. Okay well I'm going

lights camera transaction

Sat, 29 May 2004 14:11:35 GMT

Mothers are a bitch. My plans for going to South Street got messed up, I'm not allowed to take the train. urgh. I really wanted to go too, I need some clothes. I'm just going to go to the mall today instead. I've been up since 6:50. I'm so bored. I can't wait till 5. =). I should start my homework today. Wouldn't I just be a good little student? noo. I really want to get the new Modest Mouse, Incubus and NFG cd's today. hmm. I was reading my past entries earlier today, cause I have no life like that, and I'm such a different, happier person. I love it. I'm so glad to be moving on. And woohoo I lost 3 pounds. That's pretty exciting. I need to get a haicut, maybe I'll do that today.

i fucking hate you so much. yea and all your little friends who think i'm a selfish bitch who only wants the tickets. yea because ARMAND DOESNT LIKE BLINK182!!!! get over it armand i hate you so much. what are you gonna tell me dont write about you in my lj? i'll write whatever the hell i want. i cant believe i ever did anything with you! what the fuck was i thinking? so go off and live a miserable little life and continue to think that it was all my fault when no arm, really you caused it all. fucking prick.